Kitz wonderful life tales -

Ok the positive train had checked out back onto the phail boat.

SO latley ive been upbeat about things. Namely women.
Its a common story but for me it had a new twist,somewhere along the line i seemed to stop caring stop procratinating stop fearing rejection.
And so i bravley ventured fourth into the world of singles marchign to my own unique tune.
And here to funny thign i pretty much immeidatly got a date with a beautiful english girl i work with quicky and friendly we had a jolly old time until we got gatecrashed.
Long story short i disposed of the gatecrashers and tryed to make a more serious move.
A this junkure(wich was actualy a few days after the first date) she turned me away saying she jsut wanted to be friends.

So i go out with an aim to getting obiteratedly drunk and get over this girl. But before i can get too intoxicated another girl shows up and starts chatting to me. SHe cheers me up and chats alng and a few of my mate rock up and join in, THey both aprently aready know this girl and are competeing for her attention.

I want nothign to do with it and spent most of the night being snarky to the guys while sheilding her fro most of their sleeze, and she gives me her number.
And i try to arrange a meet, and shes dodging it like a campion dodgeballplayer at the dodgeballlimpics.

Now after she has canceled a movie slated for tommorrow and im sitting on my couch being all introspective about this i realized that uppiny my confidence seriosulyt increases the rate i meet women. But my rate of rejection grows in proportion, and now all my confidence is draining away,

You wonder why there are no nice guys? Look to that guy whos your best friend. yep thats your nice guy, only you will never sleep with him, or date him or even kiss him,
But you will mesure all other guys you meet against him.

the other ones the other nice guys, we are all blogging on some sight somewhere trying to decided if its worth one last attempt or not. because we know secreatly to ourselfs
all women no matter how nice, are hypocritical morons.